Thursday, March 31, 2016

Watercolor Videos in the Works

Get ready for my upcoming watercolor video tutorials!  Learn how to paint five different watercolor flowers + leaves and greenery #growcreativeblog

I've had a few requests for watercolor videos over the years and I've resisted because I hate being on camera.  But I do love sharing my knowledge and love of watercolors, so I'm working on a few short watercolor flower tutorial videos featuring just my hands.  I think I'm safe there!

So stay tuned to learn how to paint five watercolor flowers plus leaves and greens around the flowers.  I hope you'll check the videos out and give me some feedback.  This video-blogging is new to me!

Get ready for my upcoming watercolor video tutorials!  Learn how to paint five different watercolor flowers + leaves and greenery #growcreativeblog

Tuesday, March 29, 2016

Spring Art Sale- 3 Days Left!

Grow Creative Shop Sprint Art Sale 2016

Only three days left of the Spring Art Sale!
I have 14 items left and you can still use the Free Shipping Coupon Code: MARCH16 - good through the end of March.

Here are some of the small paintings original paintings I have on sale:

Grow Creative Shop Spring Art Sale 2016


And some birds, animals, and feathers- some originals and prints.

Grow Creative Shop Spring Art Sale 2016

Monday, March 28, 2016

Photos of the Week


Birthday weeks are usually pretty good, but this one took the cake (hehe)!  My husband got a job offer after being out of work for the past two months (such a relief), my brother sent me some surprise flowers,


my husband made my favorite lemon pound cake (I posted this along with a link to the recipe a few years back),


and...............

my pink feathers painting is now in Hobby Lobby! This has been in the works for a few months.  I licensed two paintings to a manufacturer who then sold framed prints to Hobby Lobby.  I only make a small percentage of the wholesale price, but it's a dream come true for me.  I never thought my business would go this far!



Monday, March 21, 2016

Photos of the Week

Pink shores of the Great Salt Lake

Last weekend we visited a strange, but awesome place.  The Great Salt Lake!  We only live a few hours away, but hardly ever visit..  Sometimes, it feels good to get out and be somewhere so completely different that you wonder if you are even on the same planet.

The main reason for this trip......... the Spiral Jetty brought about by an artist named Robert Smithson in 1970.  I love seeing stuff in real life that I've studied in my art history classes.  Very cool!  Part of the allure of this earthwork is that it's interactive.  You can walk on top of or around the jetty, spiraling in.
The Spiral Jetty: growcreative
The Spiral Jetty: growcreative

Walk about 100 yards past the jetty and you reach the waters' edge of the north shore of the Great Salt Lake, complete with marble-like earth, pink water,  and salty foam.

Pink shores of the Great Salt Lake

So excited for many more adventures like this! Spring is here!

Thursday, March 17, 2016

Palm Fronds and Floral Wreaths

Happy St. Patrick's Day!

Here are my latest watercolors..............

Original Watercolor Floral Wreath and Tropical Palm Fronds by Elise Engh: growcreative
Tropical Palm Fronds by Elise Engh: growcreative
Original Watercolor Floral Wreath  by Elise Engh: growcreative
Original Watercolor Floral Wreath and Tropical Palm Fronds by Elise Engh: growcreative

Tropical palm fronds and floral wreaths have been floating around in my brain.  I love using fun, bright, colors with them- I just need to work on the compositions a bit more.

What's inspiring you lately?

Tuesday, March 15, 2016

Watercolor Flower Easter Eggs

Paint Easter Eggs with Watercolors: growcreative

It's almost Easter and I've got my Easter eggs painted!  

I've been wanting to try out my watercolors on blown eggs for forever.  It turns out, eggs shells hold watercolor paint similarly to coldpress watercolor paper so it was easier than I thought.  They just take a little longer to dry.

Check these floral eggs out!

Paint Easter Eggs with Watercolors: growcreative
Paint Easter Eggs with Watercolors: growcreative
Paint Easter Eggs with Watercolors: growcreative
Paint Easter Eggs with Watercolors: growcreative
Paint flowers on easter eggs with watercolors: growcreative

Wednesday, March 9, 2016

My Endometriosis Story

Endometriosis Awareness
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Hi friends! March is Endometriosis Awareness Month so........I'm being brave and sharing my Endo story today.

Readers, please be warned that this post talks about the female reproductive system.  Endometriosis is a disease that destroys that system.  Please only read this if you are comfortable with that.

Please also be aware, that I don't write this story for pity.  It's scary to share such personal details. But,  I share this story to spread awareness because I don't want others to suffer what I have suffered.  If I can prevent a woman or girl our there from having her disease progress to the point mine has, this post will be worth it.

So let' start back in 8th grade.  Way way waaaaaay before I had ever heard of Endometriosis or knew that it ran in my family.


I have this class photo- and it's one of those photos where I can remember exactly how I was feeling when it was taken.  I was in pain.  My period had started that day and it was bad.  It's crazy to look back at that photo and see the pain in my face.  I thought I hid it better than that.  But, as a young girl, how was I to know that bad pain with periods was not normal?  I went through life thinking that was what every woman experienced. kinda sad.

Fast forward through my teens and into my early twenties, my college years.


It started getting worse.  I could never make it through a period without being on ibuprofen constantly until it was over.  Some days I missed work.  I had room mates with Endometriosis, but never ever thought I had the same thing.  I never thought I had a problem.  I thought I was normal.

Then after I got married, it got worse again.  I partially blame the high estrogen birth controls I tried and other meds. The rest I blame on genetics and chemicals in my environment.  I developed really awful migraines with each period.  I was extremely lucky to be able to get pregnant early in life.  My pregnancy was such a relief from the period pain and the migraines were so much better too.

After my son was born, the periods started again after only 2 months, in spite of nursing and the pain was much much worse than before.


I saw several gynecologists.  They all told me that period pain was just a part of life, to just deal with it.  Take birth control..... blah, blah, blah. Total garbage! Looking back, at that point they should have been doing some major ultra sounds to figure out the cause of my pain, but ya know doctors.......... just slap on a band-aid and get this case out of my office!  That's how I was treated. Very tragic.

I quickly learned  through trial and error that my body absolutely rejects synthetic hormones.  Birth control was not an option and besides, I wanted more kids!  Lots more kids.

We tried for baby #2 for a while with no success. Then the pain finally got so bad that I knew something was wrong.  I was having intense pains not just on my period but during the whole first two weeks of my cycles.  One day the pain was so intense I almost went to the emergency room. Luckily I was able to find a good doctor who saw me that same day.  He did the right thing.  Some investigative work with ultra sounds.  It was soon discovered that I had cysts on both of my ovaries. Not the kind of cysts that go away on their own either.  These were what they call "chocolate cysts" (gross name I know), cysts filled with blood.  A sure sign of Endometriosis.

I remember very clearly the moment I called the doctor to see what they found from the ultra sound. The nurse told me that they were chocolate cysts, caused from Endometriosis.  I choked.  I couldn't utter a word.  I was in total shock because I think I knew at that moment, that my fertile days were over.  The nurse told me not to be worried, but deep down, I knew it was bad.  My life as I knew it was over.

I saw a reproductive endocrincologist next.  She did more tests, each with more devastating findings. It was absolutely heartbreaking to hear her say that my only chance for more children was through IVF (invitro fertilization).  I seriously considered that option.  I battled my insurance for a month to find out if it was covered only to realize at the end of that search, that it wasn't right for me.  I had come to know my own body pretty well.  It doesn't do synthetic hormones.  I knew my body would reject IVF.

But then, I had no more answers.  I pleaded with the Lord for help to know what to do.  I knew that everyday I lived with that disease, every day I did nothing, every cycle I went through, it was getting worse.  But for that time, the Lord was silent.  I'm sure now that He was waiting for the right time.  I wasn't truly prepared for the answer (which was eventually hysterectomy).  So I waited.  The period pain became akin to that of having the flu. I was achy and in so much pain I couldn't get out of bed for a few days every month.  The pain became more present.  It became an every day thing. My body was too tired to move some days.  The fatigue was astounding.

After 6 months, I decided to try a laparoscopic surgery.  It was intense.  I had Endo growths everywhere, even on my diaphram! I had an amazing surgeon who removed as much as he could while trying to preserve my reproductive organs.  For a little while, I felt much better too.  But it didn't last.


We tried for another pregnancy for another 6 months.  The disease just grew back and no baby.  At that point, I was at a crossroads.  Keep trying for more children, with the teeniest-almost-no-chance-at-all, or have a hysterectomy.  I had to choose my health. I had a 6-year-old who desperately needed a healthy mother. So that's what I choose.

I had the hysterectomy and removed one ovary.  We were trying to keep me from going into menopause too early.  It was the right choice for that time because a hysterectomy is such a major adjustment in every part of your life.  Emotionally, it was much much harder than I expected.  I truly grieved the loss of those children I wanted as if they had really died.  It was that sad for me.  I also grieved the loss of my reproductive organs, which may sound strange, but it was a part of me that was gone.  I'll never get that back.  Granted it was a very diseased part of me (which now I don't really miss) but it was a loss of myself.

After that, I thought I was in the clear.  No more periods- that was good, but it only took a few more months for more Endo to return.  As long as you still have a functioning ovary, your body still experiences cycles.  You still produce the estrogen that makes the Endo grow.

So it came to the final blow......... surgical menopause at age 31.  This is extreme.  This is the worst-case scenario here and it was me. Lots of women can manage their disease with surgery and drugs, but mine, nope.  I had to get rid of that last ovary.  It was still causing so much pain.  So I got rid of it and my body was in shock for a few months.  Right now, I feel like I'm just barely starting to come out of it, with the help of some bio-identical hormones. It's a tough and risky thing to do, but my body can't function without at least some estrogen and progesterone.

This was my path, which I am sure I was supposed to walk for a reason.  Part of that reason is what I have learned along the way:

  • Don't ignore your pain!  
  • Don't let any doctor tell you to just "live with it" or that "it's normal" to have that much pain!  
  • You know your body best and if something really feels wrong, chances are you're right.  Don't take a chance on not checking.  
  • If a doctor is not willing to work with you and dig deep to find the problem, move along to a better one.
  • If someone you know has problems with painful periods, encourage them to get checked out for Endometriosis.  The sooner you find it the easier it is to treat and the less tragic your case will be!
  • Fight for yourself!  No one else will be motivated to fight as hard for you as you will!
  • And last of all, pray.  Even if you don't believe in a higher power, you have to pray.  He's there, I promise and He hears you.
So that's it for now.  My story is not ended because Endo currently has no cure.  So even with a hysterectomy and bilateral oophorectomy (removal of both ovaries) there is still a chance it can grow back.  It's much much smaller, but it will always be there.

Please take a moment to share this with anyone you think could benefit.  If I had to suffer at least I want it to be of some good to others.




Monday, March 7, 2016

Why I Paint Flowers

Floral Spring Watercolor Painting by Elise Engh: growcreative

If you've followed this blog for any amount of time, you'd know that I paint lots of flowers.  Lots and lots of flowers! But why?

More elite members of the art world might tell you that this is kitsch art.  The cheesy stuff.  It's shallow and has no intellectual value.  I really don't care what they say.  Happiness has value and painting flowers makes me happy.  Don't we need more happiness in this world anyway? Why does an artwork have to be complicated to mean something? 

 It doesn't!  It can be as simple as expressing joy or beauty.  Something that makes you stop and appreciate the pretty happy things in life.  That's what my art is about.

Floral Spring Watercolor Painting by Elise Engh: growcreative
Watercolor Flowers by Elise Engh: growcreative


Last week I finished this large painting for my living room and I even posed with it to show you the joy I got from creating it!
Watercolor Flowers by Elise Engh: growcreative

Friday, March 4, 2016

Flower-Head Girl

Original Watercolor and Ink Girl with Floral Headdress Painting by Elise Engh: growcreative

 I have so many watercolor ideas in my head right now- I'm rushing to create them before I forget. This Flower-Head Girl has been on my mind all week and now she's done. I'm really excited about this one!


She started out with opened eyes, but it looked weird to me, so I made them closed in the end.


Original Watercolor and Ink Girl with Floral Headdress Painting by Elise Engh: growcreative
Original Watercolor and Ink Girl with Floral Headdress Painting by Elise Engh: growcreative
Original Watercolor and Ink Girl with Floral Headdress Painting by Elise Engh: growcreative

I can see myself painting more of these!

See Flower-Head Girl in my shop.

Wednesday, March 2, 2016

Spring Florals

I always feel so much more inspired to paint in the spring.  The sunshine and warmth are invigorating!  Check out some of the new florals I've come up with.  Some are small 5x7 paintings  (in the shop) and some are bookmarks- which may end up as mother's day gifts :)



Don't forget to check out my Spring Art Sale going on through the end of March!

Tuesday, March 1, 2016

Spring Art Sale


Ok, it's still not technically spring, but ya, we all want it to be here already.  So let's celebrate with a little SPRING ART SALE!

Going on through the entire month of march.  And for you awesome readers out there I'm throwing in a special discount on top of the sale.  Use the code MARCH16 to get free shipping on anything in my shop.


I have 16 paintings on sale- a few elephants, flowers, feathers, and bikes.  Some are really discounted so take advantage :)

Teal Partridge


Teal Elephant with Lime Heart Balloon

blue green elephants

Baby Striped Elephant


Happy Spring Everyone!